[And how can he argue with that? He should have predicted this would happen one day. Since he so quickly agreed with Clotted Cream. Maybe long before. He can feel that echo of the Beast Vanilla told him about and his hand closes over the gem, trembling with anger.
Begone. You have no place here-!
But he can't be mad at Vanilla. Not really. He knows that while his argument to save the power for their war made sense, it was not the real reason. He wanted Vanilla to stay powerful and safe. To not leave him again.
And there is no Honor is such thoughts]
Is... this really what you want?
[Deep down, part of him whispers: if Vanilla casts aside the Souljam here... maybe, maybe he won't be able to throw himself away against White Lily's shadow again. Maybe he can find some kind of peace]
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Date: 2024-05-07 09:22 pm (UTC)[And how can he argue with that? He should have predicted this would happen one day. Since he so quickly agreed with Clotted Cream. Maybe long before. He can feel that echo of the Beast Vanilla told him about and his hand closes over the gem, trembling with anger.
Begone. You have no place here-!
But he can't be mad at Vanilla. Not really. He knows that while his argument to save the power for their war made sense, it was not the real reason. He wanted Vanilla to stay powerful and safe. To not leave him again.
And there is no Honor is such thoughts]
Is... this really what you want?
[Deep down, part of him whispers: if Vanilla casts aside the Souljam here... maybe, maybe he won't be able to throw himself away against White Lily's shadow again. Maybe he can find some kind of peace]