I know how it seems, my love! But I cannot subject anyone else through what it would take to find a cure! And I-I am unsure if I actually have it while my Souljam is a part of me.
[ Listen he understands it sounds insane but there's a method to this madness. ]
He sighs and reaches up to cup Cacao's face, fingers stroking over his cheeks. He'll compromise. ]
Not all of it. I will give only a small portion at first away, to Ourania, as it has been noted she is able to at least halt the corruption. I will keep the rest on myself until I have cured this disease. It should slow the progression - if I have it - to a negligible pace. Is this all right?
[He gives a shuddering sigh into Vanilla's hands, knowing he has lost. He doesn't have the heart to try and convince Vanilla to do something against his nature. And... he had told him. He trusted him not to lose his temper.]
...very well. I am not happy about this. But I will... accept it.
[ Oh, he knows. The silence tells him all. He reaches out with an arm to wrap it around Cacao's neck and bring the other into a tight hug. The tightest he can give, like he can merge them together and thus Cacao will never have to worry. ]
Shh. I am here. I will always be here. I love you, Dark Cacao Cookie.
[ He's simply going to hold him there, fingers working through his hair and then resting on his scalp, lightly rubbing down to his neck. Where they will squeeze against the tight muscles. Relax him again, reassure him.
He is not planning on crumbling away any time soon. ]
[ Vanilla is content to simply hold his love like this for as long as needed, though when he finally sits up, he lets him go. Dropping his hands to his again, moving his Souljam out of the way so he can take them.
Though that sounds ominous, his ears twitching a little. ]
I warned him away, but... some of what he said... he claimed Pomegranate Cookie used her curse magic to affect his mind. I can not say I believe him exactly, but...
[ Ah... That's met with silence as he ponders it. Pomegranates Curse magic... how trapped he became in despair to seeing his loved ones captured and broken. ]
I... If he is telling the truth, I cannot condemn him. Pomegranate Cookie cast me into a deep despair I could only free myself from thanks to my Souljam... I do not know what other curses she may conjure.
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Ah. ]
I cut my hand upon Passengers Oripathy stone on his forehead. Theoretically, this should have transmitted the disease to me.
[ Don't be mad, don't be mad...! ]
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You... intentionally gave yourself a deadly disease... and then wish to destroy the thing making your dough immune to aging and sickness.
[YOU CAN SEE WHY HE'S CONFUSED, BABE]
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[ Listen he understands it sounds insane but there's a method to this madness. ]
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He sighs and reaches up to cup Cacao's face, fingers stroking over his cheeks. He'll compromise. ]
Not all of it. I will give only a small portion at first away, to Ourania, as it has been noted she is able to at least halt the corruption. I will keep the rest on myself until I have cured this disease. It should slow the progression - if I have it - to a negligible pace. Is this all right?
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...very well. I am not happy about this. But I will... accept it.
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[ He drags him down a little to rest their foreheads together. ]
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[His voice cracks just a tiny amount]
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I swear on my Souljam, my heart. I swear. You will not lose me. I will cure it.
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[he nods, not trusting his words. He can not do it again. Loss and treachery and death.
He was so close to giving up once. Another failure will break him.]
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Shh. I am here. I will always be here. I love you, Dark Cacao Cookie.
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He is not planning on crumbling away any time soon. ]
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There is... something I must tell you as well.
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Though that sounds ominous, his ears twitching a little. ]
Of course, my love. What is it?
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How much of what happened at the Wall did GingerBrave tell you?
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[ No mention of Dark Choco, as Gingerbrave felt it wasn't his place. ]
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[ Not that he thinks that Cookie can physically hurt Dark Cacao but...]
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I will admit, your proposal washed away anything I may have felt about it.
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I'm glad. Is there anything you wish me to do in regards to him?
[ He's a healer, but... ]
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[Well, they've both experienced curses]
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I... If he is telling the truth, I cannot condemn him. Pomegranate Cookie cast me into a deep despair I could only free myself from thanks to my Souljam... I do not know what other curses she may conjure.
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[JUST SAY THAT DC, SURE]
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